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"Childless, not by choice." 

It is on my Bucket List to write a book about the "advice" and actions experienced by Doug and I on behalf of well-meaning (???) friends and loved ones over the course of what we lovingly refer to as "The Mezger Family Expansion Project".  I plan to call it, "The Fertile Girl's Guide to Her Infertile Friend."  Look for it.

In other news, I've definitely hit the "I hate just about everything and will likely tell you exactly why if given ample opportunity" phase of the grief process.  According to this website, such feelings may be indicative of the second stage of the grieving process known as "anger."  Whatever.  I am the farthest thing from "angry" and I RUE any website that tries to tell me differently.

sobriety

150 days since uncertainty, fear, anxiety, drugs, disappointment.

150 days of progression, acceptance, trust, gratitude, peace.

150 days (fertility) drug free.

I hoped to have a baby.

I got a better me.